Cancer Concerns
I am grateful for your
profound e-mail, which I have read multiple times and foresee reading it again
and again for your words encourage me.
You have also prompted me to find a Ted Talk by Kate Bowler, which was
soothing to hear as I contemplated her words. Thank you for praying for me and
for extending the network of faithful people who intercede on my behalf.
When having cancer, or any
affliction, one quickly learns who their true friends are by observing those
who are as equally gifted at mourning and rejoicing. That discovery is both painful and
soothing. I know where I stand with some
people and in some communities, yet I choose to focus the new realization of
how I have both refined and extended friendships. I am honored to know that you are a closer
friend than I realized before I recently entered your door. I am truly thankful.
Your points about our living in a broken,
battered world are understandable. I also recall Peter’s declaration that we
are sojourners and exiles on this earth, as well as James’ statement that we
are a mist that appears for a little while then vanishes. The writer of Hebrews reveals: “For people
who speak thus make it clear that they are seeking a homeland. If they had been
thinking of that land from which they had gone out, they would have had
opportunity to return. But as it is, they desire a better country, that is, a
heavenly one. Therefore, God is not ashamed to be called their God, for he has
prepared for them a city.” (Hebrews
11: 13-16)
Thus, in faith, I am
determined to overcome prostate cancer while living in a temporary city. I am encouraged to be the favorite patient of
the staff of my radiation oncology center due to my consistent display of a
positive attitude. In that light, I wish to continue my role as the effective
caregiver of my mom plus continue to be a volunteer who shines bright lights of
goodness and kindness. I have new contributions to make which will fulfill my
both my passions for maximizing learning and connecting people. There is much good I hope to accomplish in
the years to come before seeking my true homeland.
Thank you for the courage and direction you gave in your profound
e-mail. I would type more, but I want to
read it again now.
Grace and peace,
Knox
